by Jason Yarbrough
The older I get the less I know. And I used to know quite a lot…or so I thought. I’m accustomed to being quite independent and self-sufficient. OK…some people might call it being stubborn and obstinate. But I’m coming to realize in significant ways that I apparently have a few minor limitations. You might call them flaws – but by any name they’re becoming harder and harder to conceal.
It seems I’ve spent far too many years desperately desiring and seeking the approval of others and consequently wasted a lot of precious time trying to be something I’m not – perfect. I realize that might come as quite a shock, but I do fall short in quite a few areas – and so do you.
Years ago the Holy Spirit spoke a special verse into my life that has ministered to me many times in very different ways. You can find the Apostle Paul’s words in 2 Corinthians 12:9-10.
“‘My gracious favor is all you need. My power works best in your weakness.’ So now I am glad to boast about my weaknesses, so that the power of Christ may work through me. Since I know it is all for Christ’s good, I am quite content with my weaknesses and with insults, hardships, persecutions, and calamities. For when I am weak, then I am strong.”
In my younger days I used to dream of looking like Mr. Universe. Now, I just dream of keeping my hair. I’m becoming more and more comfortable with whom God created me to be—a weak, flawed person who desperately needs the limitless and always available strength of my Father. So, when I once again become frustrated with my “lack of progress”, I’m gently reminded that it’s only in my weakness that I can truly be strong.
He who carefully conceived my unique design long before time began knows me well—much better than I know myself. His plans for me are always good—to give me a bright hope and an eternal future. He takes my past—all my brokenness and hidden shame—and makes something incredibly beautiful for His purpose alone. He gives me beauty for ashes and sends new mercies to my doorstep every morning.
I’m overwhelmed that He loves me and deeply grateful that He makes all things new.
All Things New
lyrics by Jason Yarbrough
Lord of the heavens
Maker of my heart
Creator of the universe
You knew me from the start
You see the deepest part of me
My brokenness and shame
You love the wounded child in me
I'm standing here amazed
Lord, I'm so amazed
I need You every minute of every day
Can't live without Your amazing grace
And Your mercy new every morning
Beautiful, You are lovely in every way
I'm overwhelmed that You know my name
Jesus, I love You
You make all things new
Now I'm living to see Your face
Now I'm holding to Your embrace
Now I'm waiting until the day
When forever I will sing Your praise